This is incredibly cathartic. I think the story shown in the video and the song’s lyrics come very close to expressing the way I’ve been feeling the past week or so. Anyone who feels like they’ve been a scapegoat in life or like they have lost everything and can never be happy again will be able to relate. Anyone who feels a vast emptiness inside that nothing can fill will be able to relate.
Of course all that’s a delusion and a lie you tell yourself, but it doesn’t make it any less painful.
WARNING: May be extremely triggering.
I’ve been crying a lot. I think that’s good. I have to keep telling myself the sun will shine down on me again soon. I might even be seeing a small break in the clouds.