It’s very disorienting and weird using terms like “false self,””true self,” and “narcissistic supply” in terms of myself now, instead of just my abusers.
I don’t know if it’s the False Self I talk about in the third person or if it’s the True Self. Sometimes I can’t tell which Self is which.
I’m in Bizarro World, or some parallel universe where everything is backwards.
I don’t know if I’ll ever get used to this.